dear diary,
so we're back from baker and back to school. being up there just made me think of lucas and now i'm kinda bummed. i havent spoken to him in a while, which is totally understable cause i guess hes in montana doing filming or some shit?
he should be back in a week and im counting down the minutes. im thinking i might invite him to come kick it in seattle, but im nervous. i have the feeling it'll be like that miley cyrus song "see you again". this is so weird, i NEVER get nervous around guys. but just thinking about him gets me totally flustered. whatever im a big girl, i can handle myself.
i get the feeling hes a total party animal, so i know we'll just get drunk and hang. the best thing to do with a guy that makes you nervous is just get comfortable around him.
i think working on this monologue and performing it will really help me with my self confidence. i can really use those skills with the lucas situation.
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