l.a. girls

dear diary,
so last night was crazy, like so much shit went down. basically as i was getting ready for bed, i get this text from kevin. im supposed to be ignoring him or whatever, but he said to get dressed and come outside, and am i really one to pass up a night of partying? anyway so i hop into his range rover and we went to some guys apartment. it was just the usual until about 2 am and who shows up? scotty!! i knew steph would be stoked so i tried to call her but her phone was off. i put in a good word for her. anyway so i had this personal revelation around 2:45. kevin is a total borewar. im totally serious after about 10 minutes of kickin it with him im like "wow for real?" like he's a nice guy and everything but that just doesnt cut it, you know? i need a guy that can keep up!
to be perfectly honest, i cant stop thinking about lucas. i really just want to call or text him but like he never seems excited to talk to me. i dont wanna be pursuing a guy thats just gonna hate on me. i've put up with that enough already and im so over it.
anyway so speaking of hating, i was feeling kinda bummed and when kevin dropped me off my mom and dad were awake! i was like semi-wasted at this point, so there was no avoiding it. i was busted. it was whack, the last time they were at a party things were still defrosting from the ice age. they couldnt possibly understand.
theyre seriously bringing me down lately.