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dear diary,
i've had so many personal revelations lately. eli saw me hooking up with ryan on his show and dumped me. is it wrong that i'm ok with it? steph CANNOT know about this, but im starting to develop feelings for shaun, and i think he feels the same. he's liked me for years. its just that he's building an igloo for us to stay in in alaska, and i know shits gonna go down...
yours truly,
flora