Wednesday, January 7, 2009

i cant help myself

dear diary,
FUCK!!! worst thing ever just happened. i text lucas, just like "hey whats up" no big deal. just cause we hadnt talked in a while. whatever. anyway. so he texts back and is like "lost my numbers whos this?"
FJSJFLKSJFJESKFJSEKJGKEGLS.
okay maybe i'm overreacting. its just that i feel awkward being like "oh its me blah blah..." i dont even know right now things are just confusing.
im waiting for a reply. what if he ignores my text?
as you know, this kind of thing doesnt usually happen to me.
i'm 100% serious about this. at the same time i cant just come right now and confess my love for him. i have to take it slow.

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