hurt me soul

stewart, what makes me feel safe is knowing that i have role models like you to look up to and ask for advice. so my question is this: on the subject of lucas, where do i go from here? he essentially ignores me these days. should i really just give up and move on? i dont know if i can do that. its not like i havent tried before. i think im just going to be chill about the situation. playing it cool is always the best way to go. plus theres plenty of other men in my life right now. i'm far from desperate.